Meditation for Dummies

Another meditation infographic I hope you will find helpful.

Benefits of Meditation

As meditation continues to be an important part of my recovery, I decided to devote another post to it. Instead of the usual post, however, I thought I'd use an infographic to convey my ideas concisely. I hope you find it of some benefit. If you like it, please share it or feel free to pin the graphic on Pinterest.

Brain Fog?

There's a lot out there about brain fog. It seems to go along with several chronic conditions, including vestibular disorders like PPPD. My experience has been a little different and I'm hoping by sharing it I might find others who have had a similar experience.

I have never felt "foggy" in conjunction with the PPPD. I can think just fine. My problem since the PPPD began has been that thinking makes me tired. Still does. And I don't know what to do about it.

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As part of my appeal process for my disability insurance, I underwent a neuropsychological exam. If you are experiencing brain fog, you might be interested to have this done. It measures whether or not you are suffering from any cognitive difficulties as a result of your condition. It isn't easy. It's an 8 hour exam which for me took almost 15 hours over 2 days. It was grueling and needless to say, exhausting. But I wanted to know.

As it turned out, my memory and other brain functions were mostly fine. It showed some impairment of executive function. Oddly, there was no mention in the report about how long it took me to complete the tests, how often I had to take breaks or how many hundreds of times I yawned or put my head down. But actually I was glad my brain was working right for the most part. So why do I get so tired from thinking?

Since I am unable to work, fortunately I don't HAVE to think most of the time. There are occasions when I have to, like trying to select Medicare plans, prescription plans, etc. That was a treat! But it does hold me back. For example, I love puzzles and have several puzzle books, but I have stopped doing them because I noticed that I could hardly stay awake after doing one. Even spending much time on Twitter or my Facebook groups wears me out.

Anybody else out there? Has this happened to you? Because I really want to know. How do I make this better? I am feeling better physically now and am able to do more. I am seeing my grandkids more and am able to do some crafts. We even go out to lunch sometimes. But thinking still makes me tired.

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Go Back to Start

If anybody was wondering whether or not you can have a relapse with PPPD, you can. In my case, it was brought on by the shock of having my LTD benefits discontinued. It wasn't the money, although when you can't work, the money is important. It was that I felt like they were saying that I'd been faking all along; lying about my condition. They ruled that I would be able to work 40 hours a week, when the truth was that I couldn't sit at the computer for more than an hour without having to rest. I couldn't do a tiny fraction of the work I did previously. It was ludicrous and insulting and incredibly upsetting to me.

This complete jolt to my system set me back about a year and a half in my recovery. It was so ironic. Suddenly I was dizzy again every day and the fatigue went off the charts. I had to start all over with my rehab and walking. Whereas I had worked my way up to walking 30 minutes a day, I had to start all over again at 3 minutes. Three minutes! It was so frustrating. That was in October (9 months ago) and I still haven't worked my way back to where I was, although I'm getting closer. I have actually just in the last week started to try very light housework. Basically I can dust one room. But it's a start.

If you do suffer a relapse, remember two things: you got better before, you can do it again and, as Dr. Staab said "patience and persistence" are the key. Boy he wasn't kidding! Let me know if you have experienced anything similar. I'd love to hear from you.

On Long Term Disability? Read This!

I'm not much of a sharer of personal information. As an educator, I was all about sharing professionally. I think we all benefit from one another's expertise. But personally, I like privacy. The whole reason I created this blog was to help other people who might find themselves or their loved ones in a similar position to mine. In that spirit, I want to share what I have learned about Long Term Disability insurance.

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Mine was approved rather quickly for my PPPD, much to my surprise. I was very lucky in that regard, I know that. I also knew they would check in with me periodically to see how I was doing and to check my medical records. No problem. What I did not know is what you should take careful note of. Many LTD insurance companies do not like to pay benefits for longer than 2 years. Therefore, the 2 year review is critically important!. In my case, as it turned out, they were looking for any excuse to discontinue my benefits. And I inadvertently gave it to them.

At the two year point, I was SO TIRED of not being well, not having a life, not being able to see my family and friends. I was struggling and the only way I could cope was to focus on the positive. I focused on my small successes and improvements and I would become upset if my husband talked about my true condition, which was not great. Consequently, when the insurance company called to do my two year review, we were in that mindset. Both my husband and I focused on the improvements I had made. I thought, mistakenly, that I was showing good faith. Clearly I was unable to work, but I wasn't just sitting around collecting a disability check. I was working hard trying to get better.

Suffice it to say that the insurance company seized onto one or two statements, twisted them around, took them out of context and fabricated a denial of benefits out of it. The letter they sent me illustrated this so clearly it would have been laughable if it wasn't so upsetting.

I'm not saying anyone should be anything but truthful in this reviews. But it matters how you frame events and facts and how you state them. That's what I learned. For all I know, they may have found some other reason to deny my benefits. I have caught them in so many blatantly untruthful statements and they have contradicted themselves so many times that they are probably capable of anything. But let my story be a heads up to others so they can benefit from my experience.

One more thing - this recorded webinar contains excellent information on applying for disability benefits and also how to appeal a denial. It was sponsored by the good people at VEDA (Vestibular Disorders Association) and is well worth watching.

As for me, I will focus on the positive. I did get 2 years worth of benefits and that's more than many deserving people get. I'm moving on.

Backpedaling

So yeah, I guess I got a little overconfident when I posted about Beating the Fatigue. It's definitely not beaten, and I am confounded and frustrated by it. I did have initial success with the combination of exercise and meditation (which I continue), but I definitely reached a plateau. And I still get setbacks. If I do too much OR if I have a lot of stress, it's like landing on the "Go Back 4 Spaces" block. Or 7 spaces or 10. Then I have to start all over building up my stamina.

I can't figure it out. Why am I still so tired? Have any of you PPPDers out there experienced this? If so, PLEASE leave a comment. I would love to compare notes with you!

One web site I read mentioned that PPPD may be a component of Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. If anyone has any info about that, I would LOVE to hear it. Too tired to write more.  Later.

See you on Facebook?

Hey Guys,

First, a giant apology to those of you  who left comments I didn't respond to. I was relying on Google to notify me of those comments, and that was a big fail. It didn't. I've been on hiatus from all social media for a while, but I'm back now with lots to

tell. So I hope you hang in there with me.

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Second order of business, we need a better discussion forum. I am thrilled that my blog has reached other sufferers of PPPD. But this blog is not the best way for us to all share. I think the Facebook group is more efficient. There is a FB group called PPPD and Life. It has just recently become a little more active, and if we all join it and
promote it, I think it can benefit us all. I know that I learned a lot from the FB groups
I joined about Aimovig, the migraine preventive I'm on. (I recommend those too.) I think the word is getting out about PPPD, which is tremendous. And we have so much to learn from each other.

So join the group, OK? And thank you so much for your comments!! See you on FB.

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Update on Aimovig

A quick update on my 2 month free trial of Aimovig. Remember, this is the first of the new class of migraine preventives - the first drugs ever to have been developed specifically to prevent migraines. They came out of fairly recent research that determined that migraines are not caused by vasodilation as previously believed, but rather are tied to an increase in a specific peptide, or protein, in the brain, (calcitonin gene-related peptide or CGRP). These drugs inhibit the CGRP, thus preventing migraine.

Aimovig is a self-administered, once a month injection. If you are interested, I suggest applying for the 2 month free trial. Amgen will end the injections to your home for free. I have just finished my first month and will receive the second dose in 2 days. So far, I have not seen a reduction in the number of migraine days, but the headaches I have are definitely milder. It is supposed to take as much as three months to experience the full effect of the medication, so I am still hopeful. But I am happy even now as I don't dread the headaches as I used to, and I have zero side effects. I definitely recommend it to all migraine sufferers.

Working Out Your Inner Ear and Your Brain

Many people have asked "Is there a treatment for PPPD?" The answer is yes. But before I go any further, let me give a couple of caveats:

1. Don't diagnose yourself
2. Don't treat yourself.

You can do more harm than good and PPPD is nothing to mess around with. You need to be diagnosed by a physician who is familiar with PPPD and can administer the right diagnostic tests. 

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Now for the treatment. At the Mayo Clinic, after extensive testing, they prescribe a specialized program of vestibular rehabilitation therapy combined with medication (either an SSRI like Prozac or Zoloft or an SNRI like Effexor or Cymbalta.) The medications are intended to help with the dizziness, making the exercises more effective. I was unable to take these medications because they made my migraines worse. But that was just me - everybody's different.

And don't go to just any physical therapist. He/she needs to have been trained to treat PPPD, because the treatments are very specific. Just any vestibular rehab exercises will not do it. In my case, I met with a PT at Mayo who prescribed a program of exercises I could do myself at home. I just called or emailed him when I had questions, and it worked out well for me. Later, I found a PT in my area who was trained in PPPD, and I found her very helpful too.

For me, the rehab consisted of two types of exercises - balance exercises and VOR (vestibular ocular reflex) exercises, also known as gaze stabilization exercises. I had a specific set of these I did two or three times a day, varying certain factors as my dizziness improved. For example, in the balance exercises, I might have my feet spread apart at first and then worked up to having them together. Or I might increase the length or speed of the VOR exercises. For all of these, the goal is to do just enough to get uncomfortable, but not really dizzy. If you get really dizzy, you've done too much and you haven't helped yourself. I was given this guideline: If the dizziness subsides in 10 minutes, you've done well. If it takes 2 hours, you've done too much. The process is EXTREMELY slow. Dr. Staab at Mayo emphasized I needed to have patience and persistence. The persistence was easy for me, because I was determined to get better. The patience - not so much. 

I was told it could take a year to get better. But the doctor said that I could expect to see some improvement after three or four months. When I was at the bottom of the spiral, a year was too overwhelming to think about. So I focused on the three or four month thing. Turns out that was a mistake. The progress after 4 months for me was so slight that I became discouraged many, many, many times. Let me be clear: This. Is. A. Slow. Process! 

Baby steps. Tiny baby steps. That's what you have to think about and celebrate. For me it took over a year to get significantly better. But if you stick with it, it does work. It probably varies depending on how long you have had the PPPD when you start the therapy. It took me a year to get in to the Mayo Clinic, so I was in bad shape when I started the rehab. It was clear by the way I walked. I've seen 90 year old women walk faster and more steadily than I did. 

What the VOR exercises do is to retrain your brain. That's probably why it takes so long. I mentioned in my post How PPPD Develops that your brain starts to depend on your eyes for balance rather than your inner ears. These exercises actually retrain the brain to use the inner ears for vestibular input. And that can take a while. I did have more rapid success with the balance exercises. And a walking regimen helped a lot with my balance. My gait was the first thing to improve. I guess practice makes perfect.

For me, at least, the dizziness was only part of the picture. I was still left with overwhelming fatigue, and I continue to work on that. But I celebrate all my victories. 

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It's Official!

ICD 11, the 11th version of the International Classification of Diseases, was released today, including within it Persistent Postural Perceptual Dizziness. It won't change anything necessarily for me or for other PPPD sufferers, but it's a validation of sorts.

Definitely talk to your doctor about it. You don't want him/her to use the diagnosis code for this until you are sure that your insurance will cover it. It may take a few months for them to catch up. But it is a little morale boost to know that this condition is recognized by the World Health Organization.

How PPPD Develops

The triggers and development of PPPD, in my understanding, differ from person to person. There is always one triggering event, however that starts it all off. Usually this is some vestibular disorder like Ménière's disease, BPPV (regular vertigo), or some other inner ear disorder, but it can also be a traumatic brain injury or other conditions that cause dizziness. The next steps vary, so I can really only tell you how it happened in my case as was explained to me by the doctors at the Mayo Clinic. But the general pattern should be the same.

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The docs told me that my triggering event was inner ear damage of an unknown origin. Through testing, they determined that the vestibular function in my left ear was damaged by 70%. They also told me that my migraines made the situation worse, because they evidently interfere with the brain's ability to regulate balance. So once you are dizzy, the brain goes into survival mode trying to help you keep your balance. As you walk, the brain is working really hard to keep you from falling down. In my case. This was aggravated by extreme, prolonged stress I was experiencing in the workplace. The more you try to function, the more your brain gets agitated, making it harder to balance, so the dizzier you get. And the spiral starts.

As you get dizzier, the brain searches for another way to balance, so it starts depending on signals from the eyes to balance rather than the inner ears. The eyes, however, are terrible at this for two reasons. One, everything around you moves, so your eyes are constantly adjusting and sending signals to the brain. And two, the eyes take up more brain power than any other organ, so you're taxing your brain even more, agitating it even further, making it harder to balance. And down it goes.

The dizzier you are, the fewer things you are able to do. And your life gets smaller and smaller till you can't leave the house or even entertain visitors. That is the downward spiral and it gets worse and worse until you get treatment. The good news is that there is a treatment. See my post Working Out Your Inner Ear and Your Brain.

Please feel free to leave comments or questions. I would love to know your story. The more we get the news out about PPPD, the more doctors will learn to diagnose and treat it.

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Spiraling Down

Since I could not document my journey as it was happening, my plan is to try to paint a picture now of what life is like with PPPD - both on the spiral downward and on the road to recovery.

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PPPD is a degenerative condition. Until it is treated, it gets worse and worse. I had to stop working fairly early on in the process and it went much farther down from there. Also, there really is no typical day, because it ebbs and flows. You have good days and bad days, and for me at least, the dizziness triggers were constantly changing. That said, I'll try to describe a "typical" day on the descent.

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Every day I would get up and have coffee and walk slowly to the sofa where I would stay until bedtime. Many TV shows were out either because they had fast-paced action that made me dizzy or the drama made me anxious, which made me dizzy. Reading was out, emailing was out and talking on the phone was out (not sure why that made me dizzy, but it did.) I listened to a LOT of audiobooks to keep from going crazy. I also found that I could do jigsaw puzzles on the tablet. Those two things were pretty much my only distractions for a while until I found enough shows on Netflix that I could watch.

Other things that made me dizzy:

• Moving around
• Bending over or looking up
• Nodding or shaking my head (yes or no)
• Stress and anxiety
• Getting tired
• Riding in a car (I stopped driving really early on)
• Conversations
• Most games and apps on phone or tablet. 
• Going outside

The only thing that relieved the dizziness was to rest with my eyes closed in a semi-reclined position. The time it took to resolve depended on how dizzy I was - anywhere from an hour or so to all day. And since the triggers were constantly changing, while I was awake I was either dizzy, recovering from it, or trying really hard to avoid it.

Then, there's the emotional aspect. Foremost is the fear and confusion. You don't understand what is happening to you or why such simple things are making you dizzy and you don't know how to fix it. And let's face it - you try to explain to someone why you can't work and you're sure they're trying not to roll their eyes, thinking "You can't work because you get dizzy?" It's very hard to explain and for others to understand. Also, as I mentioned in the How PPPD Develops post, my life became smaller and smaller. Whereas I used to host family events at holidays, now I couldn't even attend them. I couldn't see my grandchildren or even leave the house except to go to the doctor, which was an ordeal. It's depressing and extremely frustrating. And because you don't know what this is, you don't know if there's a way out.

The good news is that there is a treatment. Once you get diagnosed, you will begin vestibular rehabilitation, which will help stop the downward spiral and help you begin to spiral back upward. I will tell about both those things very shortly.

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I Can Read!

This is huge for me. Reading has always been my favorite pastime, and it was one of the first casualties of my PPPD. I couldn't read for more than a minute or two without getting really dizzy. It was a variable thing. I could read enough to find what I needed when researching symptoms, doctors, etc. Then I would print it out and my husband would read it to me. The smaller the screen, the better. Phone beat tablet; tablet beat computer. 

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I'll mention here that this symptom of PPPD is sometimes referred to as Visual Vertigo. If you have this problem, here are some resources that I found very helpful:

• Podcast featuring Dr. Jeffrey Staab from the Mayo Clinic and Marousa Pavlou from King's College, London. 

• Handout that gives helpful explanations and treatment 

At any rate, my beloved books were off limits. Instead I depended on audiobooks for two years. But as my dizziness improved, I began to have less trouble reading. Just recently, I finally felt ready to try a large print book. I thought that would be a good place to start. And success! I had no trouble reading large print. After reading two large print books, I got up the courage to try normal print, and once again, success!

You don't realize how much the small things mean to you until they're taken away. Picking up a book is a simple pleasure I won't take for granted again.

Beating the Fatigue Part Two - Meditation

As I mentioned in Part One, I discovered the combination of exercise and meditation by researching brain trauma recovery after I began thinking of my brain as being damaged. I believe that it was damaged by severe prolonged stress, a topic I will write about soon. At any rate, the combination of exercise and meditation is working really well for me. Again, I'll give my inexpert non-medical opinion as to why it helps.

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First, meditation teaches you the value of deep breathing. It's very calming, which is a benefit, but in my opinion, the real value is that deep breathing in combination with exercise helps get oxygen to to the brain, allowing it to create new brain cells and repair damaged tissue. Secondly, we've talked about how migraine and PPPD make the.brain extra sensitive to external stimuli. Meditation teaches you to disregard the stimuli, and with me, it seems to be happening even sub-consciously. As the brain gets stronger and calmer, it is better able to defend itself from over stimulation.

I have also found that guided imagery works really well during meditation. I picture my brain healing, growing new brain cells, creating new synapses. And I picture myself breathing in healing oxygen and breathing out toxins or any unwanted symptoms. I found some really helpful guided meditation and imagery tracks on www.healthjourneys.com. The one on Traumatic Brain Injury works well for me, but they have tons to choose from and you can buy them online and download them straight to your mobile device.

If you just want to get started with meditation, Calm.com (or use the Calm app) has lots of excellent guided meditation exercises for free. There's also soothing music you can use for meditation on your own. I also use the calming music sometimes when I practice my Tai Chi.

You know, I have to wonder if I had started meditation while I was going through the extraordinary stress at my workplace if I might have avoided this whole journey. But regardless, I am finding it invaluable now. I meditate about 25 minutes a day, but it doesn't have to be that much. I think doing it every day is more important than the amount of time you spend. I'd say if you don't have 25 minutes, try for 10.

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Beating the Fatigue Part One - Exercise

As I mentioned previously, after experiencing some success in reducing the dizziness through vestibular rehabilitation, I still found myself unable to live a normal life due to extreme fatigue. No one prepared me for this and I couldn't figure it out. The doctors at the Mayo Clinic and my physical therapist all said that it was because my brain was having to work extra hard to fight the dizziness and to deal with all the external stimuli.

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Explanatory note: in PPPD, you have to retrain your brain to balance correctly. For whatever reason, the balance system becomes compromised and the brain begins to use the eyes to balance rather than the inner ears. This does not work well, because everything moves, so the eyes and brain are constantly trying to keep up. You have to retrain your brain through vestibular therapy to go back to balancing with the inner ears. And because the brain is working hard, it becomes extra sensitive to stimuli.

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I found it hard to believe that brain fatigue was causing all this physical fatigue. But I'm here to tell you, it can! I had started a regimen of walking early on in my fight against PPPD just because I thought it might help me get in better shape and make me feel better. It did, and it actually helped my balance as a side benefit.  But a couple of months ago, I finally decided to accept the brain fatigue theory and started thinking of my brain as damaged. When I researched recovering from brain trauma, two things came up over and over - exercise and meditation. I decided to focus on those two things and I have had excellent results.

I worked my way up to walking 30 minutes a day. Sometimes I walk outside, sometimes in the mall and sometimes just inside my apartment. I am now working on increasing my speed. Now, here is my inexpert, non-medical, understanding of how it helps. We know that exercise is good for the brain and helps it regenerate itself. That's why they say exercise is the best way to prevent dementia. I know that exercise strengthens your heart. I figure that as my heart gets stronger, it helps improve blood flow to my body and my brain. That helps feed oxygen to my cells, helping me to heal. And as my brain gets stronger and more healthy, I figure it can work more efficiently, helping diminish the fatigue. And it is working. I can finally see progress!

The other exercise I do is Tai Chi. I do the 24 form I am learning from a DVD. Tai Chi is known to improve balance and increase energy. And I love it because it's calming and beautiful. It is also improving my flexibility and stamina.

In my next post, the other part of the magic formula - meditation.

I'm Baaack!

Sorry I haven't posted in a while. It turned out that starting this blog was taking too much out of me, so I had to step back for a while. Six months later, I am MUCH better, I'm happy to say. So I'm going to try to continue posting everything I think might be helpful to other sufferers of PPPD or chronic dizziness.

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When last I posted back in January, I had already overcome a lot of the dizziness through vestibular rehabilitation therapy, which I will explain in an upcoming post. My primary problem then was the crippling fatigue. I just could not function normally. It was complicated by my chronic migraines, which actually play a role in PPPD. Now, six months later, I am significantly improved on all fronts. I accomplished this by the following:

1. I kicked the triptans (migraine treatment medication which actually contributes to chronic migraine)
2. I weaned myself off of the Topomax (migraine preventive) which was causing lethargy.
3. Regular exercise - walking 30 minutes a day (I worked up to this) and 30 minutes of Tai Chi (really good for balance and fitness).
4. Meditation - 30 minutes a day

More detail in this post. But this combination worked miracles for me. 

Also, if you have any questions about anything on this blog, please leave a comment and I will get right back with you. More to come.

The Experts

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As I mentioned in my previous post, my first breakthrough in figuring out what was wrong with me was finding this article:  New Clues about Chronic Dizziness. The article seemed to be describing my life. The doctor who led the study mentioned, Dr. Jeffrey Staab, was said to be at the Balance Center at the University of Pennsylvania. Further research helped me discover that Dr. Staab and his colleague, Dr. Neil Shepard, were now at the Mayo Clinic and were the leaders in the field of chronic dizziness research. I learned that the condition mentioned in the article - Chronic Subjective Dizziness - had been changed to PPPD (Persistent Postural-Perceptual Dizziness.) I later found that Drs. Staab and Shepard had been on the committee that named the condition for the World Health Organization and that PPPD is now on the draft of the next version of the International Classification of Diseases. 

The more I researched about PPPD, the more I knew that was what was wrong with me and I set out to find out more. I also called the Mayo Clinic and filled out the paperwork to get the appointment process started.

Here are some of the articles, podcasts and videos that I found that were helpful to me:

• Podcast about PPPD with Dr. Neil Shepard and Janene Holmberg, Physical Therapist who works with PPPD patients.
• Podcast about Visual Vertigo with Dr. Jeffrey Staab and Marisa Pavlou from King's College in London, the other leading institute on PPPD.
• YouTube Channel of Vestibular Disorders Association - Lots of good videos here.
• Mayo Clinic YouTube Channel - Helped me prepare.
• Patient Education Resources from Vestibular Disorders Association - Lots of good info here.

How it Started

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The first thing for me was a couple of dizzy spells out of the blue. This was during probably the most stressful period of my life, and I am certain that played a significant role. I will write more about stress in another post. The dizzy spells soon became more frequent and more intense. I should point out here that PPPD is non-vertiginous dizziness. It's not like the common type of vertigo, which I had had before, in which the room seems to spin. For me, this felt the same, but I didn't "see" the room spinning. It was as if my head was spinning inside. The attacks also lasted much longer. Once I was dizzy, the only way I could resolve it was to sit quietly, semi-reclined for several hours. I began having to go in to work later and leave earlier. More and more things made me dizzy. At first, it was mostly bending over or looking up. Then, looking from side to side (for example, from my computer screen to my desk) made me dizzy. Soon, even moving my eyes around the computer screen made me dizzy. At that point, work was impossible and I had to stop. That was a very hard time. My husband and I had to get rid of most of our belongings and downsize to an apartment. I saw an ENT (many times) and four different neurologists, including the foremost specialist in my area in vestibular problems, but no one was able to help me. I had started thinking about the Mayo Clinic when I saw this article: New Clues about Chronic Dizziness. That changed everything.

What is PPPD?

PPPD (often referred to as 3PD) stands for Persistent Postural-Perceptual Dizziness). It was formerly knows as Chronic Subjective Dizziness. Basically it's a condition in which you are dizzy all the time. Without treatment, it escalates over time and other debilitating symptoms develop. Fortunately, PPPD is becoming better known and understood. There are many resources available for sufferers of chronic dizziness. Please see my PPPD Resources list (sidebar) to get started.

Getting a Diagnosis

I was diagnosed with PPPD last April at the Mayo Clinic in Rochester, Minnesota. Although it took me a full year (agonizing wait!!) to get an appointment, getting the diagnosis was worth it. My recommendation is to do as much research as you can on your own. If you suspect you have PPPD, find a doctor who is familiar with it and preferably has some training and experience with it. If you can't find help (which I couldn't) get on the list at Mayo Rochester. The team of doctors there are  the premier researchers in the world on PPPD, and helped identify and name the condition. They're the best there is.

More on Mayo to come.